good mornin'

consistently left behind.
incessantly pushed aside.

not a fan of campus.
which is why i'm transferring to towson.


dear God,
why is it
when i do good deeds and am generous
i am punished for it?
why is it Adriel keeps talking
though i tell him as kindly as possible
that i'm watching a fucking movie and his mouth running every goddamn second is making me want to rip his fucking throat out and beat him to death with it
(in reality: "dude, that's enough.")
he just keeps talking on and on?
why is it
(though i was so fed up with him yesterday that i wanted to throw him through a wall)
when i gave him a Berger cookie cause he was so hungry and is too fucking stupid to buy snacks
he then proceeded to make pleasure noises as he ate it
though i told him to stop
twice
or i would take the cookie away
and
when he came back from his magic the gathering meeting
once again would not shut the fuck up
even though this time i was very blunt in the fact that i was tired
going to bed
and did not want to hear another word
so he proceeded to say it was my fault he was so hyper and talkative
since i gave him the cookie

i am never being nice to this obnoxious mother fucker again.